Karma Yoga

I start my day by taking a holy bath by reading GURU GITA. After reading Guru Gita, I feel very energetic and confident. However While entering office, I face lots of problems from different sources. Even after sincere efforts I never been able to concentrate and finish my work with satisfaction due to various distractions. And finally when I get back to home I used to feel very tired and less energetic. I wonder how come when I start the day it is very fresh and energetic and when I return back I lost all my energy and strength ?.

What is the reason ? Definitely Something is wrong.
I remembered Param Poojya Shri Guru dev's vani "Do not feel that you are doing the work, You are not the doer. It is your ego which says "I am the doer". Know that Kundalini Shakti is working through you. She is the doer."

 Absolutely this is the problem. So before starting the work, I tried to remember this message but as the work progresses I am losing the balance and getting lost. How can I remember this message the whole day? So I started to take a 2 minute break every half an hour under any circumstances and remember Param Poojya Shri Guru dev's message. This habit has immensely motivated me to overcome any problems in office, able to maintain peace through out the day, complete the work with great satisfaction and also feeling energetic.

Where Is my Path ?

"When one closes his eyes, he has infinite possibility, He can travel through various directions, and can be completely lost, So, in such case which direction he should choose ? Answer is simple, He has to choose the direction where his SadGuru resides. When one remembers SadGuru, the path can be seen and he just have to follow the path to his GURU"

Who Is Swamiji ?

Many of my friends ask me who is Swami Chetanananda Saraswati:
I felt "Param Poojya Shri Gurudev is none other than one's own SELF. HE is the ONE who is always in pure conscious and blissful state. I feel HE has no desire and no intentions and HIS only purpose of this life is to guide people from the life of frustration to life of fulfillment."

Does Breath Stops ?

Couple of times during meditation, I felt like the breath is going to stop or stopped. As meditation progressed, the breath gradually slowed down and at certain point, I felt like the breath has stopped or going to stop. The breath is neither going out nor coming into the body, but the air that is within was continuously rotating within the body. I felt good and peaceful.

Thanks
Krupa

Dream

One night, in dream, I met one of the old devotee of His Holiness Param Poojya Sri Gurudev. He was talking to me as usual and then he gave me a message "Each person will have their own assumptions of what is good and bad for them. But when we are living under the grace of guru, whatever happens will be benefit for ones happiness & growth", I felt this statement very true. I felt high energy and was soon awaken from that. I never thought dreams could be very meaningful and surprised to get such experiences.

Red and White Light

On May, during meditation, couple of times I had a darshan of small red color light at the center of the dark space and It disappeared after few moments.

Couple of days later, I again had a darshan but this time I saw a white light which has very similar appearance to that of candle light and disappeared after few moments.

Raise of Shakthi

On the entire march Param Poojya sri Gurudev is on chetan Yatra covering 12 states across the country. On 7th April, morning I came to know that HE is arriving to Ashram on the same day by 12 nooon. Hearing Swamiji's arrival I had a sudden raise of energy from muladhar & destroying all my thoughts in a second. I could say that this is very similar to a bright light destroying darkness. All my sensitivity was on the forehead. I was little scared but felt peace throughout the day.

I know for sure nothing in this world is TRUTH. I know my mother, father, dear friends, dear relatives, colleagues are not really true. Only one is TRUE. Only in one I feel certainty. Only Param Poojya Sri Gurudev is TRUTH.

Kechari Mudra

On the month of febraury 2009, during meditation my tongue rolled back naturally. I never expected this during meditation and at the same time I was feeling good. Many questions raised in my mind still i was enjoying this experience. Slowly I realized what is happening, as mind is settling down, the tongue naturally rolls back and touches the soft pallet of the roof of my mouth. This softness is very soft. When you are out of meditation & try to touch the same roof you feel it is much harder. As the experience deepens, slowly the physical senses of my tongue disappeared. I sense my tongue is really trying harder to reach something beyond this roof. The sweet taste of nectar through the tip of the tongue slowly spread throughout my body. I am completely absorbed in this experience. I explained this experience to GURU on the eve of Shakthi-path deeksha (febraury) . Swamiji told me that this is called as "Kechari mudra", and advised me not to be afraid of this experience instead he told me to enjoy when it happens. For about a month I was experiencing this continuously during meditation.